~Give me a reason... if you love me then show me you care~

Mustn't feel.
I'm numbing myself again. Shelling my emotions up. I really shouldn't do this... everyone'll be gone. again.

again.

Oh well... there's still graduation dinner.
But it won't be the same...
Everyone will be gone. again.

What will i do? Lost again, noone to turn to.
argh.
mustn't feel. must not.