I just feel so hurt. Everyone's laughing, and he doesn't seem to care anymore. I'm nothing more than a fly buzzing around him, waiting to be shooed off now.
Its so different from last time.
Why? What have I done to deserve this from him?
He of all people should know that it hurts most when i'm ignored.
Am i just a stand in, a replacement, now to be shed off for his new friends?
Maybe i just shouldn't care.
Its his life. He has every right to do whatever he wants.
Its just that i feel so hurt, so rejected. Sad that i'm just nothing in his eyes.
Nothing.