i donch know whats up wif him
i realli don't. i reallli realli don't. i dunnoe if he's just screwing arnd wif me or if he's really pissed. and i don't know if i shld really care anymore. i realli shouldn't bother about him larh... goddamnit larh... what's his damned problem. why's he doing this. i mean... i don't deserve this man. really i don't. i'm not there for him to play around at his whim and fancy. i owe him much, but not this much... he doesn't need to take away whatever ounce of self-respect i may have left. if he's itching to get into a fite... i don't know. i'll lose. duh. but he doesn't gain anything either? i mean what the heck does he want? if i'm not good enough for him at least he should just leave me alone. i can handle that. and if he's really pissed with me he should just tell me the fucking reason, not screw around with me like this.