Tuesday, February 17, 2004

i need to analyse this event in my life cos i'm bored.
Basically, the event is that mingkun and huimin took eugene's fone. so when i met wif dem at orchard, we screwed arnd wif his fone larh, den on the way back i thought "why don't i pass eugene back his fone today instead of him getting it back the next day and having a longer lag-time before he resolves whatever shit we sent?", so i told mingkun to pass me the fone so i could pass it to eugene larh, since he lives so near me.
So when i got to his house, i called him, den he was bz bathing so i waited downstairs by the pool. when he came down, he suddenly put on this damn xiong look, den he came at me like some chao ahbeng yelling "you think its damn funny rite?". then liddat he kept approaching me until he damn near larh, his fists clenched and held at his chest. he was so near i culd smell his breath larh... so tts how jialat it was. he den started kaopehing about how his parents grounded him and wahtever just cos he DIDN'T HAVE HIS FONE wif him when he got home. so i just got fedup and said whatever, passed him his fone, and left.
okay to give him a little credit, he did actually apologise later. kind-of. said he over-reacted.
truth is, i was damn pissed wif him. damn damndamn damn pissed. i mean, i went over to his house, gave him his bloody phone, if he doesn't want to give me a thanks on the account that i sent a few messages, fine, but he actually gave me this shit when i bothered to pass it to him larh. and the worst part is, i'm not even to blame for his parents screwing him, cos it wasn't even me who koped his fone. he doesn't have a right to act that pissed at all. and no, its not a misunderstanding, he knew goddamn well that mingkun took his fone.
so after diskussing wif yixun, i've come to the conclusion that eugene actually just wants to let out steam on someone. he can't get pissed wif yixun or mingkun, because there isn't a point at all, they'll just ignore him or worse retaliate. so hu does he get pissed with? the convenient little boy who was stupid enough to deliver his fone for him, on the lousy pretext of being involved because i played arnd wif the fone. i conclude that because i am below him on the pecking order, he has the right to get pissed wif me even though i have nothing to do with why he's frustrated.
shiying's rite. i should stop letting pple climb over my head. but its kinda hard to do when ur "wavewornpebbleround".

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