i'm just damn depressed today.
i'm tired larh. fedup. disappointed. down in the pits. i'm sorry i can't go out, but alot of things seem to have to gone wrong these past few days that i just can't drag myself out and look happy. Because i'm not. its not just him, its alot of other things.
I"ll just stay at home and plae the ps2 like a no-life losar. maybe retreating into the fantasy world will make real life easier to deal with later.
I wish i had someone to talk to, but noone would listen anyway. I don't realli have anyone whom i can bare everything to. Maybe thats why i'm so sad as well... cos i can't tell anyone.