I'm fine I'm fine.

It is, after all, very unseemly to just collapse into pieces and become a blubbering sobbing slump. Tsktsk. So undignified.

Yes anyway the new mantra of my life is self-respect. Which I must stop throwing away so easily. Mhmm so therefore I shall start by saying no to the badbad things that I do in dark secluded staircases. One step at a time! Just keep chanting "no no no no" and I'll be fine.

Oh dear what if I become a prude now?